I'm Just A Girl...

Auf Wiedersehen

2010-04-01T14:58:00.000-07:00

I hate writing this, but I think the time has come that I must say good bye for now. I won't bore anyone with the details of why I won't be writing on this blog anymore, but what I will say is that every time I have written in this thing and needed some good advice each one of you have come through for me, so thank you for that! I will still be stalking I mean reading your blogs everyday ;) I just won't be posting as often if at all for a good while.

So I guess for now I will say...

2010-03-25T14:46:00.000-07:00

Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart. ~Kahlil Gibran

2010-03-24T12:15:00.000-07:00

There are two books that I really want to read...

Insecurity is something that every person in their life has struggled with at some point in their life, but it seems to really plague woman for some reason. If you're a woman who never has any issues with insecurity then give me your secret! This should be an easy read that is full of Godly wisdom on the subject of insecurity and I can't wait to read it!

The other book I really want to read is:

Ok, so confession, I am totally addicted to reality television! I know I know! I'm so embarrassed by this, and yes I am aware that most of it isn't really reality, but what can I say? I like it. I haven't been able to watch too much recently with starting school and all, but a show that has recently caught my attention is Kell On Earth. Who knows maybe I'm a feminist deep inside, but I really love it when I see a woman succeeding in the business world. I can't wait to read this "real girls guide to making it in todays world!"

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On another note: How AWESOME is Zooey Deschanel' hair in this photo?!

I LOVE IT!!!

Honestly seeing her hair here almost makes me want to chop my bangs again, but I won't cause I'm over seeing myself with them! Plus I could never recreate this voluminous look on myself as hard as I might try. I am NO professional when it comes to hair!

Happy Hump Day!

It's a beautiful day...

2010-03-22T14:06:00.000-07:00

Instead of sitting at a desk I wanna be doing this...

photo via weheartit.com

The randomness going on inside my head today!

2010-03-19T11:17:00.000-07:00

Maybe it's the mood I'm in today, but I'm totally loving this girls outfit head to toe!

Oh, how I wish I could be there right now! Just look at all that green, and that dog is too adorable!

I don't think I'll ever get a tattoo simply cause I'm too scared of the pain, but if I did I would have to pick this one: I love music....

or this cute little heart one, because I love LOVE!

How sweet is this...

In true Jennifer fashion I have a song this week that I can't get enough of, and this is it!

Have a GREAT weekend!!! ;)

A weekend dedicated to my cousin...

2010-03-16T13:38:00.000-07:00

My cousin just left today after being in town for the past two weeks. (Right now he is staying at the Ronald Mcdonald house in Houston.) He wanted to be in town for his birthday that was yesterday, so my family decided to throw him a b-day party this past Saturday.

He was dropped off at the party in a limo.

He addressed the crowd first thing...

Then the party got started!

Who says you can't dance in a wheel chair?!

There was a silly little photo booth area...

and a huge birthday cake.

Over all it was a great time and a huge success!

My cousin felt special, and had a great time. That's what it was all about!

Let's Play A Game!

2010-03-12T13:02:00.000-08:00

Jayme over at Kentucky Blonde has tagged me in a little fun photo game.

The rules are:

Open your first photo folder

Scroll to the 10th photo

Post the photo (no cheating) and the story behind it

Tag some peeps

Ok, so, drum roll please...

Eeeekkkk look at that mullet hair cut!

This picture looks like an advertisement for Nestle water, but it's really just a random picture that was taken almost two years ago after a night of working with high schoolers.

Alright for this little fun game I'm tagging:

Mayra @ Life is Bananas, I know she's gotta have some good pics to share!

Alexendria @ Like a Comfy Pair of Jeans, cause she's super sweet!

Last but not least my sis-in-law Cierra @ California Creations, with our two crazy families combined there's bound to be something good in her album to share!

Have a fantastic weekend everyone!!

Art Walk and Headbands

2010-03-09T07:00:00.000-08:00

Despite waking up feeling a little sick on Sunday and even sicker on Monday... wait a minute is sicker even a word? Hmmm... sorry if it's not a word the point I'm trying to make is I did have a pretty good weekend!

On Friday night I went to a local Art Walk with my sis-in-law where she sold 64 out of 83 of her hair accessories. Good job Cierra! After the art walk I went to watch a late movie with a new friend. Overall it was a fun night. Saturday was pretty relaxing despite the fact I was doing homework for most of it, and Sunday was a nice low key family day that was relaxing, I don't get too much family time these days so I enjoyed my time with them very much.

Have a lovely Tuesday everyone and be reminded that you all are amazing and talented in your own unique way! :)

(Here I am sporting one of Cierra's headbands while helping man the table at the Art Walk.)

A bit of sunshine on a blah Monday.

2010-03-08T21:11:00.000-08:00

You know those mornings you wake up and you just don't feel like you know you should... that's how I felt yesterday morning. Then this morning I woke up feeling as if I had been hit by a truck. My head felt fuzzy, and my throat felt soar and swollen. Needless to say it was a vitamin c sort of day. However, after a whole lot of rest and finding out that I have won this cute as ever blog award from two cute as ever gals I'm beginning to feel a whole lot better.

Thanks Nahl and Krysten for thinking of me and giving me the...

I'm passing this award to:

and

Enjoy Ladies!

This is for you, Peter!

2010-03-04T07:23:00.000-08:00

Just thinking about stuff...

2010-02-28T20:52:00.000-08:00

First off a huge thank you to all who are thinking and praying for my cousin. The latest news I have is that he is still in a lot of pain and now the doctors are only giving him two months to live saying there is nothing else they can do for him. It's a very hard thing to hear, but my family has a lot of faith. When I spoke to him the other day I made sure to tell him how much of an inspiration he's been to me and to so many people that have never met him. I hope that meant something to him and he remembers that in the days ahead.

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I have been thinking a lot lately about where I was at this time in my life last year. I was reading through my old journal entries and although times were tough for me then... the lessons learned were life changing. (It kind of makes me think of this Carrie Underwood song.) I think about it now and it seems so crazy that I would let things like a break up mess me up so much when there were and still are so many other people in the world facing much bigger problems... like my cousin who is and has been fighting for his life. Kind of crazy how we lose focus sometimes isn't it? Thankfully I am a lot better now and have been for a while now. Even though I found it difficult at times I never let go of my faith in God. I know that everything he allows us to go through has a purpose and a meaning. Everything happens for a reason. The hope I have in Jesus is and will always be my strength.

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"The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven and earth and does not live in temples built by hands. And he is not served by human hands, as if he needed anything, because he himself gives all men life and breath and everything else. From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live. God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us.'For in him we live and move and have our being.' As some of your own poets have said, 'We are his offspring.'

Acts 17:24-28

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Have a great week! :)

Please Pray

2010-02-22T10:57:00.000-08:00

Today I am asking everyone to please send out a prayer for my 15 year old cousin who has been battling brain cancer. He has been so strong throughout all of this, but lately he has been complaining of pain. For him to admit that he is hurting means he is really hurting as he has never admitted to pain before. His latest MRI results were not good and the doctors are expecting him to get worse, because now his back and legs are filling up with tumors. His parents also desperately need our prayers. Thank you so much.

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2010-02-17T09:18:00.000-08:00

Do you believe it?!

Happy Valentines Day!

2010-02-12T22:16:00.000-08:00

So earlier this week one of the girls at work had this idea that everyone in our office should decorate bags and give each other Valentines... Do you remember doing that in Elementary school?!

I'm not gonna lie work yesterday afternoon felt a little bit like an episode of "The Office" with everyone working on their Valentines Day bags...

and only the receptionist working of course! ;)

As silly as this may sound it was a lot of fun this morning with everyone passing out candy and cards to everyone.

It was a cute idea that brought the kid out in all of us.

Check out this awesome card my sis-in-law gave me today...

this is for all my fellow single ladies!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

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Thanks for all the nice comments and suggestions that I received from my last post. After a week of taking my iron pills I am feeling much better!

I'm tired.

2010-02-09T22:43:00.000-08:00

WOW! What's going on with me?! I can't seem to shake this fatigued feeling. Last year I was experiencing a similar feeling so I went to the doctor and found out that I was a little anemic. I was told to buy iron pills which I did, but honestly it's been a couple of months that I haven't taken them. (Yes feel free to scold me.) I was feeling all right, though, so taking them slipped my mind. However since this past Friday evening I have felt like I've been run over by a truck. I'm thinking that my new not so good sleeping/eating habits that have come with working full time and going to night school have taken a toll on my body. Anyhow this week I've started taking my iron pills again and today made a conscious effort not to skip a meal before class so I'm hoping this will help me feel better soon. If not I will have to make another trip to the doctors office that will probably most likely include blood being drawn, which for me (and I'm sure for you too) is NOT FUN.

Hope your week is going great and that you are feeling way more energetic than I am!

Monday Blues?

2010-02-08T09:10:00.000-08:00

I really hope my happy days are not over...

I'm not sure if it's a case of the Monday Blues, but my body feels so weak and I feel physically exhausted today... I'm hoping that a good nights sleep tonight will be my cure. I have a test tomorrow and I really don't know how I will be able to concentrate on it if I wake up tomorrow feeling as I do now.

Oh sleep I hear you calling my name. I want to answer your call so badly, but we'll just have to wait until after 5pm to be together. Trust me I can't wait either.

(And for those who might be wondering... I wasn't up late last night superbowl partying it up last night!)

Who Dat?!

2010-02-07T19:55:00.000-08:00

A miracle has just happened...

I sat through and watched an ENTIRE football game!

GO SAINTS!!!

I have a habit of cheering for the underdog...

Have a great week!!!

You must listen to these!

2010-02-03T10:50:00.000-08:00

I'm having a love affair this week with Greg Laswell's Three Flights From Alto Nido album.

You must take a listen to it if you haven't heard it already!

My three favorites that I've listened to like already 20 times each this week are:

Comes and Goes

favorite line: come on friends get up now LOVE is to be made!

I'd Be Lying

favorite line: won't you let me give you a hand?
i have an extra i'm not using

and

Not Out

favorite line(s): "and if the breeze blows me down...i'll take my time to come around, but i'm not out ohhh i'm not out

and

"and it's easier for me to sing the things wanna say to you"

Hope you're week is going great!

My beloved sunny 70 degree weather has temporarily left me cause it's raining today. I'm not too worried it'll be back just in time for the weekend! Don't be jealous! ;)

It's gonna be a good year!

2010-02-01T14:38:00.000-08:00

Ok so I am completely aware that this is the first day of February and it's probably time to move on from talking about the "new year," but last week while driving home from work listening to this song I got this overwhelming sense that this really is gonna be a good year for me. I don't exactly know why or what is gonna make it such a good year, but I'm gonna to cling to that feeling. It was such a great feeling! I realize that the song isn't necessarily the peppiest of songs, so my happy mood could have very well come from the weather outside feeling absolutely amazing. It was just above 70 degrees and the sun was giving off the perfect amount of sunshine to put me in a good mood! Driving with the windows rolled down was a must on that day!

photo via weheartit

Happy Friday!

2010-01-29T14:17:00.000-08:00

I have been laughing ALL day today...

I hope you have too...

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!

photo via weheartit

Have a little faith and good things will happen!

2010-01-27T10:29:00.000-08:00

I'm sneaking in a quick blog post before I have to rush back to getting some homework done. You wouldn't think that I'd be so ready and excited to get back to work, but I am in a rather giddy mood after last night's classes. I found out that I'm doing pretty good so far! I've already taken two quizzes and done some in class writings and friends I am acing them all!!! WOOHOO!!! I was so shocked when I got my papers back and saw the nice comments on them. One of my professors even put a smiley face... umm yes he did and that's a whole other story! Hahaha. Seriously, though, I NEVER thought I would do well and I know I'm just starting out, but let me just tell you that all of this positive feed back is building some excitement and some great momentum. I just pray and hope that I can keep it up. Thank you to all who have kept me in your thoughts and prayers and left so many nice and encouraging comments. All of it is helping for sure so keep em coming! I'll be sure to throw out some prayers and positive thoughts for all of you as well. I won't be selfish! ; )

There are so many other thoughts going through my mind right now, but I'll save those for another day! For now let's be happy and grateful that today is Wednesday... making us that much closer to Friday! :)

photo via weheartit

Don't Forget!

2010-01-25T10:59:00.000-08:00

No matter where you're at in life remember it's not over yet, so enjoy the here and now while waiting for tomorrow.

Ramblings of an almost brand new college student....

2010-01-20T23:30:00.000-08:00

I have started school this week and as predicted my days and nights have been consumed with school work. I want to be prepared this time around, you know? I've been working on homework every free moment I have. I'm trying to build momentum for myself. I hope it works out that way and I don't burn myself out too soon. If anyone has any advice on being a good student, please feel free to share! It's been about 6 years since I was last in college... that's a long time. I may look young, but I'm old! OK, I'm still very young, but you get the point I should be out of school by now not just starting. Hahaha. I suppose things are better done late than never!

So before I go let me just share with you how much of a nerd I am. Seriously sometimes I frustrate myself. So, I'm taking two classes on Tuesdays and Thursday nights and an online course (that's what worked well with working a full time job). I get to my first class on Tuesday night and I take out a notebook, my textbook, a pen & pencil, and proceed to wait patiently on the professor to show up. Well, while I'm sitting there I start looking around and notice that I'm the only one who has a)purchased the textbook ahead of time, and b)the only who has all of this stuff on the desk. Everyone else only has a sheet of paper out with a pen. I don't know whether to call myself a nerd or an over achiever. I'll choose to just call myself prepared, because my guess is that while everyone else probably had to wait in line in a packed college bookstore I got to go home and start studying with no time wasted! At least that's what I'm gonna let myself think! Hahaha.

I will try to visit everyone's blog very soon, because I seriously miss you all! I know this is said a lot, but I am still really in awe of how most of us have never met in person, but still can't get enough of reading about each other's lives... amazing.

Well, make it a great day, friends, and remember that, "The way you live your life will affect those around you." I heard that said tonight by the high school pastor at my church and I couldn't agree more. So get out there and be the fabulous person you were meant to be! :)

WOOO HOOO!!!!

2010-01-18T14:53:00.000-08:00

Oh my it's a wonderful Monday in my world today :)

First off I have received not only one, but two Blog Awards!!!!

This first award comes from the beautiful Aubrey @ Made You Blush.

I'm so happy that I can put a smile on your face, Aubrey, because Lord knows I always smile when I read your blog!

The rules for this award are unknown, but I would like to pass it along to two ladies that always seem to put a smile on my face every time I read their blog posts.

If you're in need of a smile or a good laugh be sure to check these ladies out:

Mayra @ life is BANNANAS

Amanda @ Martinis or Diaper Genies

This award comes from the cute, smart, and sassy Kentucky Blonde, Jayme!

The rules of this award are as follows:

1. To accept the award, you must post it on your blog with the name of the person who has granted you the award, and a link to their blog.

2. Pass the award on to approximately 15 other blogs that you recently discovered, and think are great!

3. Contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

In no particular order here we go:

LEAH

Alexandria @ Like A Comfy Pair of Jeans

Marissa @ Marissa Explains It All

Michelle @ Oh Mishka

Katy Mary @ TangerineHearts

Elsie @ A Beautiful Mess

Cierra @ California Creations

Lacey @ Confessions of A Southern Belle

Emilie @ Delance Fashion

Alexandra @ HRH's COLLECTION

Allegra @ It's on with Allegra BJ

Nicole Marie @ la mia vita

Taza @ Rock Star Diaries

Tights Lover @ The Panty Drawer

Lora @ Lola and Peaches

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I was going to wait until tomorrow to share this, but I can't....

I just found out this weekend that I'm going to be an AUNTIE!!!

To say I'm EXCITED would be a bit of an understatement!!!

Marc and Cierra you guys are going to be awesome parents!!!

CONGRATS!!!!

Oh I just knew 2010 was going to be an AMAZING year!!!!!

I'm ready for the Sun to Shine!

2010-01-15T13:59:00.000-08:00

I've learned something about myself recently...

I only like cold weather around the holidays to get me into the holiday spirit, but that's it!

Now while I've enjoyed the fact that S. Texas this year has finally decided to experience another season other than year round summer. My winter wardrobe is just too slim pickens for me to want the "winter" weather to stay too long. Normally my remedy for this would be to of course run out and buy some new clothes, but unfortunately I'm on a tight budget right now so there's only one thing on my mind

right now...

BRING ON THE SUNSHINE!!!

See how happy the sunshine makes me?!

Of course the reason for my extreme happiness in this particular picture could very well be the fact that I was on vacation to Nor Cal experiencing the no humidity air... absolute bliss!

This is me and my beautiful sister when she was last here visiting back in August.

I just had to post this pic, because I'm missing her today!

(Actually I miss her everyday, but I missing her a little extra today.)

Have a great weekend!

I will be at hockey games tonight and tomorrow night!!

I can't wait to read about what everyone did on their weekend! ;)

Just Breathe

2010-01-12T11:39:00.000-08:00

Thank you to everyone who left such nice comments on my previous post. I am feeling a lot better today. After hearing about Emily I decided to call my cousin, who is in Houston getting treatment, to check on him. I don't want to have any regrets if something were to ever happen to him. Don't get me wrong I am hoping and praying for a miracle, but we all have to face the harsh reality that sometimes God has different plans. His dad told me the Doctors said his platelet count was a little low, but that my cousin said he was feeling all right. I hope he's telling the truth. Sometimes he has a tendency to be more concerned about us (the family) than he is of himself.

To be honest all this has me feeling all the more determined to keep my resolution of not giving up. Fight for my own life, you know? Fight to live my life with a purpose and making it count for something.

With all of that said I start school one week from today! I'm getting more and more excited rather than nervous. Thank God. I've already stopped by the school like the nerd I am to make sure I know where I'm going that first day. I know I'm super weird. Don't judge! :) All in all I'm gonna just breathe and go with the flow and be just fine. Thanks, Nahl, for that wonderful advice.

I've been listening to this song for the past two days. I heard a coworker playing it and was reminded of how much I loved it. The timing couldn't have been more perfect. If you're feelin' kind of blue I highly recommend listening to it. It's one of those songs that has the power to soothe your soul. At least soothed is how I've felt while listening to it.

No matter where you're at in life right now I hope you're having a happy Tuesday!

Life Is Short.

2010-01-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

It's 1:00AM and I lay here in bed unable to sleep. I received some horrible news today. A very sweet spirited girl who was apart of our church high school youth group last year has passed away tonight after a long hard fought battle with Leukemia. I know she is in Heaven completely healed now, but it still doesn't make it easier to understand. Please pray for Emily's family and friends that were closest to her I know they must be hurting much worse than I am right now. RIP, Emily, your sweet quietly sassy self will be missed. I love you.

I would also like you all to pray for my 15 year old cousin who is currently battling brain cancer.

Life is short people. Enjoy EVERY minute of it, because you never know when you might breathe your last breath.

Blessed are the poor in spirit

for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who mourn

for they will be comforted.

Matthew 5:3-4

"Jenni, Share Share"

2010-01-08T14:16:00.000-08:00

I went to lunch today with some of my closest girlfriends, Rachel, her cute little girl ,and my sis-in-law Cierra. Rachel had been gone for the holidays and Cierra is leaving for a week so we decided to get together for lunch to do some girl talk!
Since it was a special day with my gals I decided to order some desert (a banana split cake... it was mmmm delicious!) So the cake comes out and I start eating it and continue talking to the girls and I guess I had gotten so into the conversation that I hadn't noticed Rachel's sweet little girl wanting a piece of cake, because the next thing I know I feel this little 2 year old hand on my arm and hear this tiny voice saying "Jenni, share share!" My sweet little friend wanted some cake and I was hogging it all up!

She was a much happier little one once I finally shared some of my cake with her!

Crazy school dream...

2010-01-08T09:01:00.000-08:00

Night before last I had a dream that school had already started and there I was sitting in my first class. The classroom was very old with kelly green colored carpet and wooden desks with mustard yellow chairs. It smelled old too. My professor was an older white haired woman with clear rimmed glasses, who lectured from her chair behind her desk. At the end of class she announced that she was Catholic and had us all recite a Catholic prayer, which I thought was interesting. After class I went back to work where I ran into a white haired woman at the copy machine whom I thought was my professor. I introduced myself, but she quickly informed me that she was not the woman I thought she was... she told me she was a Lutheran not a Catholic. (Seriously I have nothing against Lutherans and Catholics, I have no idea why this was a part of my dream.) Later on I was sitting at a desk with my lap top open showing a couple of girls something on my computer. (Probably something fabulous I saw on one of your blogs!) Then I noticed it was 6:20PM and I had a class that started in 1o min. so I slammed my computer shut and then I woke up.

I have no idea what this dream meant other than it being a confirmation that there's a slight chance I'm a bit nervous about going back to school. I start in a week and a half. Say a prayer for me, please!

Have a wonderful weekend!!! :)

It's official I'm in love...

2010-01-05T13:28:00.000-08:00

With my hair shampoo!

(Ok so that was cheesy.)

Seriously, though, friends I am really loving my new Philosophy shampoo.

My hair has never felt so soft. I seriously can't stop touching it, or smelling it for that matter. The best part is that no conditioner is needed and it stays SOFT all day!
Aubrey, I can't thank you enough for introducing me to this wonderful shampoo!

While I'm on the topic of things I love...

I have grown to love my bangs so much so that I think I'll keep them around for a little while longer. They just add so much without too much work. If that makes any sense at all. It makes sense in my head!

And I can't end this post without mentioning my new addiction to my sis-in-law's headbands. I have bought FOUR headbands from her within the last two weeks. She must've known I'd become addicted after modeling them for her.... she's a smart one! If you haven't checked out her Etsy shop you totally should she's got some cute stuff for sale at a very reasonable price!

Hope your day has been as amazing as you are!

: )

Resolutions... better late than never!

2010-01-04T09:24:00.000-08:00

Welcome to the first official week of 2010! My resolutions this year are to stay focused and NEVER GIVE UP. It seems that 2010 is the year that I finally have some direction in life, but I have found that the direction unfortunately doesn't get rid of the insecurities. Nonetheless I'm still excited about this year, and I hope that for the next 12 months I can remember and stay true to my resolutions. Perhaps you would be so kind as to remind me every so often when I need it? :)

Friends make today a great day and remember...

(I have this as my desktop background right now...
I'm hoping it will remind me to keep going on those tough days! )

photo via weheartit

Dear 2009,

2009-12-29T14:46:00.000-08:00

Here we are at the end of our journey. I started off the year with my doubts about you. I somehow knew you were about to bring some changes my way. I thought because I knew change was coming that it would be easier to deal with, but boy was I wrong. You brought me one of the most painful life experiences a girl can go through. It was a pain so strong that couldn't be escaped. I tried to cry the pain away, but nothing and no one helped. I walked through life just going through the motions with sometimes the smallest of memories bringing on the tears without warning and not caring who was around. Then, as if going through all of that wasn't enough you brought on more changes that lead to more tough moments and caused me to question where I was in life and where I belonged. Some serious soul searching you brought on, 2009. I do have to say, though, each experience you've brought my way has helped shape me into a stronger woman and I do thank you for that, but I also must say I'm happy to say goodbye. 2010 is knocking at the door and it's looking a little more promising with all the new opportunity it's bringing my way.

So long 2009... I'm saying good bye and I'm not looking back!

I've gone and done it!

2009-12-23T11:40:00.000-08:00

I've been thinking about getting bangs for a while now... the itch for change started setting in. The dark hair and trim were great when I first got them since if you remember from this post it had been almost a year since my last haircut. Ummm no way no how am I letting that happen again which is why I've started scheduling appointments with my stylist right after getting my hair done. This forces me to get to the salon in a timely manner, which will in turn make me a happier woman in the long run! Ok, so back to the bangs... just as this post title states I've gone and done it!

I'm not sure I love them, but I do like them for they did the trick in creating a nice change without having to go shorter on the length. I also take comfort in knowing that they will be grown out soon enough!

(Below is me and my new bangs with some of my best girlfriends at a staff Christmas party...geez can I be any shorter!)

I'm not sure I will post again until after Christmas so I'd like to wish each of you

A VERY HAPPY CHRISTMAS!

California Creations

2009-12-21T10:14:00.000-08:00

Remember the project I told you about here? I couldn't tell you all the details about it then due to the fact that my sister-in-law was still not quite done working on it, but now it is finished and I'm ready to spill!!!!

I am so excited to tell you that California Creations is open and ready for business on Etsy! I'm so proud of my sis-in-law, she is super crafty and definitely has that creative eye that I lack!

Here are some of my favorite items that she has available...

There are so many other cute hair accessories she has available on the website so please stop by and check it out!

PS: If you haven't guessed by now I was the model for all these cute hairpieces and had the fun easy job of getting my hair and make-up done and posing for all the pics!

It's a Nostalgic kind of day

2009-12-18T11:57:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling a bit of nostalgia today. I'm missing the days of being a care free little girl. Being with the entire family at Christmas time to put up decorations and then opening presents together on Christmas morning. This will be the 3rd Christmas that my entire family won't be together and I must admit I am a little bummed... I have been OK the past two years, but this year is really bumming me out for some reason. Perhaps because this has been one of the most emotionally difficult years of my life... ending a relationship with someone I thought was going to be my husband, finding the perfect job and then having it taken away from me. Don't get me wrong things are starting to look up for me, and I have special Christmas plans this year with my brother, sis-in-law and some friends that I am very excited about, but it would have been nice to have my entire family around this Christmas to feel that extra warmth of love after a tough year.

This is my beautiful family minus my sister's fiancee.

She needs a job!

2009-12-17T14:03:00.000-08:00

My friend, Nikki, unfortunately recently lost her job so she is on the hunt for a new job and friends she is willing to relocate. So if you or anyone you know is looking to hire someone she is your gal!

A little bit of this and that...

2009-12-16T09:37:00.000-08:00

It's taken me a while to actually get on here and write, but I had such a wonderful weekend and an even better Monday if you can imagine that (I never have good Mondays.)

The reason why is on Monday night I had the privilege to go to a "Night of Worship" with Kari Jobe . I wasn't originally planning on going to the show, because to be honest up until that night I hadn't really listened to any of her music, but a friend needed help collecting tickets at the door and that would mean I could see the show for free and well if somethings free I'm down... so I decided to do it! Plus I really love being "behind the scenes" of a production.... Seriously everywhere I go I notice the slightest details, lighting, sound, etc... I love that feeling of being involved!

Watching her perform, though, I thought to myself I could totally do this, I didn't think it in an arrogant way... but more of an OK here's a girl my age up on stage singing these songs and just worshipping God and having fun while doing it. I can do this!

I realized even more that night that singing really is my passion. So needless to say I got all the more excited about starting school next month and am so ready to begin this new chapter in life! (I'm going to school for music by the way in case I hadn't mentioned that before.)

On another exciting note... This past Saturday I went over to my sister-in-laws house to help her out with a little project she's doing. I can't tell you exactly what it is just yet, because she is still working on the last steps, but it did involve a little of this...

Oh and I can't end this post without telling you that I went dancing with some Grandmas and Grandpa's on Saturday night and had a blast! (Although hanging out with Grandma's and Grandpa's on a Saturday night could be why I'm still single...hmmm) Down here in South Texas we have a lot of what we call "Winter Texans," and usually they are older people that come live here for the winter since we well have no winter. It's really cute because they have these $3 dances that include free popcorn with .50 sodas and a .10 bucket of ice and they are all about teaching us "young people" all the old dances like the Waltz, Fox Trot, and Texas Two Step! This might be one of those things you have to be there to appreciate, but it really is fun with a lot of friends....

**Notice my sweet $19.99 boots!**

It's an UGGHHH kind of a day!

2009-12-11T12:54:00.000-08:00

So it's a bit of a frustrating day. I can't even really give you a definite reason as to why other than it's the smallest things that are annoying me.... Like the dust that is EVERYWHERE in this office due to the construction project that is going on at work right now. It's seriously the worst. I feel it all over me and it's making my skin feel dry and well unwomanly!!! HA. Oh well at least it's Friday, right?!

Oh and I was wondering is it bad that I kind of like a married man?

Yes, friends I am a sucker for a man with a guitar...

I guess the only bummer is that he is married to one of the most beautiful women in the world... oh and that he is married would be another bummer, huh?!

Have a great weekend!! : )

Give a little...

2009-12-08T09:30:00.000-08:00

For the past couple of weeks at church we have been collecting pillows, blankets, and towels for a very poor neighborhood in our community. There is a group of people from our church that already take them food monthly so for christmas we thought it would be better to give them some household items they can use year round.

What's been really amazing about it all, though, is how excited the people are about bringing in the stuff... one woman today after I thanked her said, "No, thank you for the opportunity." I thought to myself... what an awesome response. Growing up most of us are conditioned to always receive gifts at christmas time, but I honestly think it really is more of a blessing to give than to receive... at least that's how it's been for me.

So friends if I may I would like to invite you to give a little extra this Christmas season. Whether it be you buying something, or simply just giving a little bit of your time to someone who needs it. Who knows? It might be the best Christmas gift you receive this year!

Not one person can change the world alone, but if we each do our part where we are in our communities we might collectively see the world become a better place.

Deeper than the clothes...

2009-12-07T21:17:00.000-08:00

I came across this Lady Gaga interview on The Ellen Degeneres Show the other day and I actually found myself respecting Lady Gaga a bit more after this interview... you should check it out if you have the time. Skip to about 2:46 into the interview if you want to hear what really caught my attention.

Oh and the cold weather has come and gone. It was a whopping 80 degrees today, but if I'm being honest I really enjoyed the warm weather due to the unfortunate fact that I spent the entire weekend sneezing, coughing, and struggling to get warm enough.

Hope everyone had a great Monday... if that's possible! ; )

Christmas time is here!

2009-12-03T23:39:00.000-08:00

It's currently 47 degrees F in South Texas and I am sooo happy!!

It actually feels like Christmas time!

So even though it won't last long, cause come Monday the temperatures will start arising... this weekend I will enjoy wearing a scarf, boots, tights, sweaters, and anything else that'll keep me nice and warm!

Have a lovely weekend!

Oh, and don't forget to check out the giveaway that's going on right now at one of the cutest blogs ever Made You Blush!!!

photo via wehearit

Hmmm...

2009-12-02T21:32:00.000-08:00

... but what I do know is that

so today remember...

Make it a good day, friends!

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Happy Thanksgiving!

2009-11-25T20:23:00.000-08:00

I'm thankful for....

-family

-friends

-YOU

-life

-make-up ;)

- and the hope I have in Jesus!

Enjoy the one day of the year that you can eat all you want without thinking twice about it!

photo via weheartit

It's the little things in life...

2009-11-23T15:52:00.000-08:00

It's amazing how sometimes the smallest most insignificant things can bring someone so much joy. At least that's how it is for me... is it like that for you?
After my crazy week last week it was nice to have a good weekend filled with a few wonderful so seemingly small surprises that turned out to be just what the Doctor ordered to make things seem better.

Like...

Going to the NEW MOON movie premiere with people I love...

Attending a volunteer banquet for the church I work for and getting this FREE book that I can't wait to start reading... that whole "Do Something" concept I wrote about here is from this book.

Then getting to work this morning and seeing a little white box on my desk with my name on it... opening it up to find this pretty little necklace... the picture is not doing it any justice.

I love those unexpected just because gifts!

Oh and do you see what I'm wearing in this picture (besides the glasses)...

A SCARF!!!!!!!

Fall finally decided to make a visit to South Texas!

Calm Sunday

2009-11-22T12:35:00.000-08:00

Lyrics | Priscilla Ahn - Dream lyrics

I will survive!

2009-11-19T11:02:00.000-08:00

I have felt very unmotivated this week when it comes to this blog of mine. It's not that I haven't been thinking, because trust me the thoughts are running at full speed inside this head of mine... everywhere from the fact that earlier this week my character was attacked by someone I trusted and loved to receiving my first school bill, and the realization that money will be tight for a while suddenly becoming a huge reality. No need to worry, though, because this woman will survive... I hope!! : )

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28

photo via weheartit

OUCH!

2009-11-13T10:16:00.000-08:00

My word of the day seems to be OUCH! OUCH! OUCH!

God only knows what I was thinking on Monday when I started this intense workout program...

Oh yeah I remember...it was two weeks ago in a dressing room with the awful florescent lighting

when I noticed my abs were gone and replaced with this stuff that I have never seen before... I was petrified!!

I knew something had to be done, because unfortunate for me these pretty little pieces aren't proper beach wear these days for a girl my age...

Have a super fab weekend!!!

photo via ffffound

DO SOMETHING!

2009-11-12T09:03:00.000-08:00

I've found myself saying this a lot lately, just due to the circumstances of life right now.

Earlier this week, though, I heard someone say some two words that have changed my mind about those five words that (for me at least) are so easy to say when life isn't going the way I want it to go.

Those words are...

"DO SOMETHING."

If you're lonely get out there and meet people. Do something.

When life throws a curve ball your way don't just not do anything. Do something.

So friends if you're unhappy right now...

...

and DO SOMETHING!

because more than likely...

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thanks made you blush for

introducing me to this AWESOME website

Happy Friday!

2009-11-06T09:06:00.000-08:00

Take a look at the sweet things I just ordered from Alloy.com

...on sale might I add!!!

These boot are made for walkin' and that's just what they'll do...

I knew I had to have these especially after I saw that they were on clearance for only $19.99!

And this cute little thing also on clearance for only $19.99 I just had to have for my new school adventure in January. Do what you gotta do to keep things interesting, right?! ; D

Happy Friday!!!

I am a lady and lovin' it!! :)

2009-11-05T11:06:00.000-08:00

I love being a woman. I love dressing girly, getting manicures and pedicures.

I can cry during cheesy hallmark movies, and girly pop songs, all because... say it with me....

I AM A LADY!

What's your favorite part of being a woman?

Natural Instincts

2009-11-04T15:05:00.000-08:00

Thank you all so much for the lovely compliments on my new hair. I'm really loving it!

Some of you have also complimented my new hair color, and I thought I would let you know that I used Clairol Natural Instincts in Suede aka Light Brown.

I am so pleased with this brand. It came with a six week conditioning treatment that has left my hair feeling so soft. The actual color turned out a dark brown which is exactly what I wanted, but in my experience box colors usually always turn out a little darker than what's on the actual box... therefore leading me to choose the light brown. So keep that in mind if you are thinking of doing a box color... one time I chose a dark brown and ended up with blueish/black hair...yikes! The best part of this brand, though, is that it is semi-permanent which means it will wash out after 28 washes.

So my lovely ladies if you are in need of a subtle change with your hair or even a drastic one Natural Instincts is the way to go, because if you aren't 100% in love with your new color you can comfort yourself in knowing that it isn't permanent!

Drum Roll Please...

2009-11-02T20:12:00.000-08:00

Turns out all I needed was a subtle change to fall in love with my hair again!

I kept saying to the stylist "you can go shorter," to which she responded "you have nice long hair, let's keep it long!" I'm glad we did, because after I colored it that night I felt like a brand new person!

Life lesson that can be learned from all this hair drama of mine: At times you may feel that in order for something to become better... drastic dramatic changes need to happen, and although sometimes that might be true in some cases... more often than not you just need to make some subtle changes for everything to feel all right again!

Just had to share...

2009-10-30T13:32:00.000-07:00

Someone sent me this beautiful poem by Edgar Allen Poe and I just had to share it...

  Take this kiss upon the brow
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow
You are not wrong, who deem
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.


I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand
How few! Yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep
While I weep--while I weep! 
Oh God! Can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream? 


Have a festive and safe halloween!
PS: I'm getting my haircut tomorrow morning...

It's ALL about hair!

2009-10-28T11:00:00.000-07:00

"When you are loving your hair, everything is all right!" - Beth Moore

Could there be a truer statement when it comes to being a woman?

Well, everyone things are NOT all right with me at the moment, because my hair is driving me CRAZY!

OK, I'm probably being a little extreme, but you get the point.

It's been almost a year since I got my haircut and I can't take it anymore!!! It NEEDS something!

Can you hear the desperation people?!

There's only one problem... it's been so long since my hair last received some attention and I'm not exactly sure what I want...

Like should I just get maybe some bangs like this Jennifer Aniston look, because maybe something subtle will do the trick.

Or should I do something a bit drastic like Kimberly Caldwell's cute short due:

Girls I need your opinion! What should I do?!

Thanks GOOGLE for all the images!

I'm letting go...

2009-10-27T14:11:00.000-07:00

What a LONG weekend it has been, and a very emotional one at that...

Last Monday my ex-boyfriend asked to take me out to dinner on Friday. I excitedly/nervously said yes right away, because it's been SOOO long since anyone has asked me to go out on a real date. I LOVE the dressing up and the spending a little extra time on the hair and make-up that comes with dates.

I was also very nervous, though, because the guy I was going on this date was with someone whom I share a lot of history.

The date started out pleasant, he took me to a restaurant on South Padre Island which is about an hour away form where we live. At the restaurant we enjoyed some great seafood, good conversation, and had some fun people watching. There are some interesting people in this world, especially at South Padre Island on a Friday night! Haha.

After the restaurant he asked if I wanted to go sit on the beach for a while, and of course I said yes. When we got there I realized that I had forgotten a blanket to sit on (I meant to take one, because I figured we'd do some sitting on the sand) much to my surprise, though, he had snuck one in the trunk along with his guitar. The weather was perfect and we just sat there singing into the dark night. It wasn't until our one hour drive home that a lot of things were cleared up for me. It's obvious we have a lot of emotions left for each other, but I honestly don't know if that's enough. I was told that he didn't want to officially date me because "I'm a date to marry girl," and at this point in my life I would agree... yes, I am that kind of girl.

My mind was made up that night... it was time for me to completely let go. It's kind of ironic because the date was so seemingly perfect. We laughed and enjoyed each others company very much, but it was during that one hour drive that I knew in my heart that me letting go was the right thing to do. It's never an easy thing to decide to let go of someone who you're actually getting a long with at the moment and have no hard or ill feelings towards, but when you know you know. I will probably be seeing him around a lot and that's OK. I have been praying a lot about this certain situation for some time now and the peace I feel is unexplainable.

There is a song that I listen to often and I keep thinking about right now as I'm writing this post.... it's called Love is Waiting by Brooke Fraser. It's exactly how I feel about relationships right now.

All of the things I wish I could be wearing...

2009-10-20T17:37:00.000-07:00

I love Fall/Winter fashion, but unfortunately I live in a place that seems to like no season other than Summer... so since I can't wear the jackets, tights, sweaters I would like to wear I will just post on here what I wish I could be wearing...

Faux Leather Jacket - Forever 21

Sofia Suede Boot - Delias

(I love western style boots... what can I say other than I'm aTexan!)

Smocked Striped Scarf - Forever 21

Oh cool weather where are you? Please make a visit to South Texas soon... please!

My Very First Blog Award!

2009-10-18T15:03:00.000-07:00

Thank you Aubrey from Made You Blush for thinking I deserve the Superior Scribbler Award! It comes as such a pleasant surprise considering the only reason I started this blog was so I wouldn't appear to be a stalker, because I love reading and commenting about your lives so much. I figured it only right to let you into my life a little! : D

Rules state I must pass along to 5 bloggers... link to them and to the one who gave it to you!

Without further ado I pass this along to:

ashley as Aurora

Anywhere But Here

Chosen

Confessions of a Southern Belle

Iva Messy

THINK ABOUT SUCH THINGS

2009-10-16T11:15:00.000-07:00

...whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things. Phil 4:8 (NIV)

Waiting

2009-10-13T14:46:00.000-07:00

Along with many other women I have joined a Beth Moore bible study on the book of Esther and I am loving it!!! Each week has been so relevant to my life in one way or another, but this week was particularly special to me just because of what has been invading my thoughts lately...

Ok so some of you might remember me writing about my ex-boyfriend in this post. Honestly after that talk I still paid no real attention to him and in my eyes we were done forever. Here recently though my ex-boyfriend and I have been talking more and more. Honestly it has been good and difficult for me all at the same time. Difficult in the sense that there is still no commitment and that sometimes bothers me. On the other hand it's been good, because I feel like since we are slowly starting to talk more it's as if I am getting to know him better and a lot of our "issues" from before are getting cleared up...

So back to why I feel why this weeks bible study was so relevant to me... this week she talked about waiting. She referenced Esther 5:7-8 and she taught on the importance of knowing 1)When it's time 2)When it's time to wait- Ecclesiastes 3:1,7 "There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven... a time to be silent and a time to speak. 3)When it's time to wait for someone else's time - sometimes it might be the right time for us, but it is not the right time for the other person and 4)When the meantime is God-time - Isa. 40:31 but those who wait upon the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar like eagles; they will walk and not be faint. An awesome point that she brought up about that verse is that it specifically says those who wait upon the Lord will renew their strength... so many times instead of waiting on the Lord we wait on a person or a thing and that my friend is exhausting, but when we wait on the Lord that's where our strength comes from. I absolutely loved that because I feel like I wait on things and people a lot just like now that I am still in a way sub-consciously waiting on my ex-boyfriend to commit when in reality I should really just wait on God... let him take care of us, because I know he loves us both the same and wants neither one of us to get hurt.

Think Pink!

2009-10-08T10:44:00.000-07:00

I was so privileged to attend a "Think Pink Breast Cancer Awareness Breakfast," at Renees of Sharyland, one of my favorite local cafe's. We heard from 4 different Breast Cancer survivors and one man who unfortunately lost his wife to Breast Cancer. Each of them stressed the importance of yearly mammograms and self breast examinations. One in every eight women will develop breast cancer in their lifetime so ladies know your bodies... early detection can save your life!

2009-10-07T12:36:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been in a car with someone who's pointer finger seems glued to the repeat button?Does that annoy you? Hmm... then you might not ever want to be in a car with me. Yes, I'm afraid I must plead guilty of using the repeat button a little too much and unintentionally burning myself and those around me of a song or two.

Despite this flaw of mine there are those songs that I always seem to come back to, because of the memories they bring or the way they make me feel...

The Adventure - Angels and Airwaves

Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

Til Kingdom Come - Coldplay

Brown Eyed Girl - Van Morrison

Lessons Learned - Carrie Underwood

Brightest - Copeland

Crash Into Me - Dave Matthew's Band

Piano Song - Meiko

Us - Regina Spektor

Strong Enough - Sheryl Crow (MY MOST FAVORITE!!)

What are some of your favs?

photo found here

Once again my inspiration folder has served its purpose!

2009-09-29T10:04:00.000-07:00

I know that I have posted the above picture before, but I had to post it again because I LOVE this quote so much. I love it because in my humble opinion every person in the world struggles with some sort of "fear of the unknown," but there are two types of people the ones that push through that fear and make things happen in their life, and then those who dwell on that fear and let life pass them by waiting for something to happen.

Which brings me to why I like this 2nd quote so much, I feel that for the past 27yrs I have been that person who has dwelt on the fear of the unknown and used the excuse that I am just waiting on God. For a while I think that's what I was supposed to be doing, but here recently I feel that I need to stop using that excuse. I'm not saying that I am forgetting that I still need to trust God with my life , but I also think that stepping out in faith is a huge sign that you are trusting God.

So with all of that said I have decided to "make things happen" if you will. In January I will be going back to school. To be honest I have never been a great student, and the thought of going back to school has always scared me a bit. I am really excited about this decision though. I am excited for the doors that it will open in the future. It's kind of amazing what a difference a piece of paper makes. It will take hard work and dedication and I am sure that there will be those moments where I will want to maybe give up, but all I know is that where I'm at in life right now is not where I want to be in the future and this is one of those changes that I can control.

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Oh so random!

2009-09-25T13:40:00.001-07:00

My sister-in-law was wearing these cute little booties today that she surprisingly said she picked up at Walmart. Naturally my curiosity was sparked so I thought I would go online just to check out what other surprises Wal-Mart might have... you could say I was a little shocked when I found shoes that cost over $200...

Like these boots that are priced at $275

or these pumps for $174.95

I don't know maybe I'm just weird, but I don't necessarily think about spending over $200 for shoes from Walmart! Anyhow this was just my random thought of the day!

Have a great relaxing weekend!

Go out and have some FUNNN!!!!

A few pictures from my trip to Montreal...

2009-09-18T14:36:00.000-07:00

I have a confession to make. I didn't take that many pictures while I was visiting my sister. I got so caught up in the city that I forgot to stop and take pictures! However, I will say this... Montreal is a very lively city with people that are exciting and so full of life, I highly recommend a visit to anyone who is looking for some diversity and culture!

That Starbucks was my office for the week!

My sister's co-workers b-day dinner!

My last day to ride the Metro with my sister. I miss her. :(

I took this picture one late late night while listening to David Guetta's When Love Takes Over (my new favorite song for now) and what I was thinking about was my favorite quote...

"REPLACE FEAR OF THE UNKOWN WITH CURIOSITY"

Hope you enjoyed a wonderful and refreshing weekend!!!

Some more thinking out loud...

2009-09-14T08:19:00.000-07:00

One of the local Starbucks coffee shops, has become my office this week, but today I am sitting at the Tim Hortons cafe across the street enjoying my second fresh cup of their French Vanilla coffee... so yummy! This is my last day in Montreal and apart of me is sad to go because this trip has been so refreshing and timely for me, but let's be honest who is ever really ready to leave vacation. This vacation hasn't been filled with much touristy (if touristy is even a word) things instead my time has been spent alone reflecting and evaluating where I am at in this stage of my life. I wrote about it in my personal journal and thought I would share, because I am interested in hearing your thoughts on how I am feeling. I don't know if any of you have ever felt like maybe you're missing something in life as if there is something else you should be doing. I kind of feel that way right now. It's not that I am doing nothing with my life I just feel like maybe there is more. I recently had a change in job positions at work and perhaps my dissatisfaction could be because I am not that thrilled about the new position. I guess only God knows or maybe I know, but am ignoring the issue. All I know is that's what I'm trying to figure out.

Anyhow this is what's inside of my head. I am simply cutting and pasting so it's very raw. I hope that someone can relate. I don't want to live a life that's led by emotions, but I also can't help think that maybe God could be stirring something inside of me, if I'm wrong though I want to accept that as well and be content with where I am....

September 9, 2009

I am sitting on the patio of a Starbucks on the corner of a very busy intersection in downtown Montreal. The wind is blowing the perfect amount of fresh air. I hear the sounds of heavy machinery and loud sirens. There are people walking and walking. I have been sitting here for almost an hour and still there are people.

I am reading and without a doubt you would think it difficult to concentrate and hear God speaking, but I hear him.

I am on vacation right now in Montreal. Prior to coming on this trip I had a change in job positions. I used to be the outreach coordinator/community project coordinator for Palm Valley Church. Now I am the receptionist. Is being a receptionist so bad? No, if what you like is answering phones and you find your fulfillment in that. But it is not fulfilling to me and never has been. You see I know this because almost since the day I was old enough to work that is what I have been doing. Did I enjoy it and like it in the beginning, yes, I did. I was 18 and felt important answering those phone calls, however now I feel like my passion and calling lie somewhere else other than answering a phone. Sometimes I feel guilty because I know that to some people that is their calling and they feel important doing that and that is great because God’s calling is different for each of our lives. I just don’t feel it is my calling.

So, that raises two questions in my mind… What is my calling and what am I passionate about? My answer to that first question would be… I don’t know. The answer to my second question would be well let’s see… I am passionate about singing, but do I think that is all God has called me to do… I’m not sure. I am passionate about helping hurting people, but then I wonder why then did I just look at the begger man who asked me for money earlier for only enough time to tell him I had none to give and then go back quickly to my reading. I am passionate about living life to the fullest, but then I ask myself… why does it take me so long to step out in faith.

Should I move out of Mission take a step of faith and look for something else to do with my life in hopes that God will lead me directly to my next step?

Should I stay in Mission and keep waiting to feel fulfilled?

September 11, 2009

Before I write anything about myself I would like to take a moment to remember all those who died that tragic day of September 11, 2001.

I am still in Montreal and I don’t want to leave. This vacation has been so great and stress free. I love it. I have had to do nothing but read and take time to learn and it has been great.

My question is how do you stay the way you are on vacation back home? Is that even possible?

It seems like here my “adventurous side” is being awakened, but I find it difficult to be like that at home. Why is that?

When Loves Takes Over - David Guetta feat. Kelly Rowland

2009-09-13T14:55:00.000-07:00

I'm lovin' this song right now!

Happy Sunday!

PS : The make up artist that did Kelly's eyes did an amazing job!

2009-09-10T19:03:00.000-07:00

I had to write about this before I forgot! Yesterday I was walking the streets of Montreal and I saw this couple hugging and saying there goodbyes... as they left each other the girl stayed looking back at her man with dreamy eyes and then she turned around and started on her way. No sooner had she looked away the guy then turned just before he crossed the street to steal another look at his girl. It was so sweet because it was a scene out of the movies. I thought to myself AWW that really does happen in real life.

2009-09-01T08:13:00.000-07:00

My internet at home was acting up last week so I didn't get to post anything at all about what I did for my birthday.

My sis-in-law put together a fun happy day that was spent with girlfriends doing things that girls love to do... there was eating, shopping, getting pampered, and plenty of dessert!

I had a great time and I felt very special just as every girl should!

Well, this week I'm in Montreal visiting my baby sister! I will take lots of pictures and try to post through out the week!

It's my Birthday!!!

2009-08-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

Two verses I've been thinking a lot about lately...

2009-08-25T11:01:00.000-07:00

"For my thoughts are not your thoughts neither are your ways my ways declares the Lord.

As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts."

Isaiah 55:8-9

Let's Run Away!

2009-08-21T14:40:00.000-07:00

Do you ever have those days where you just want to get away from everything familiar just so you can start over? I have those feelings quite often, but the thing is that even if you do run and escape where your at now your issues will follow you, because even though you will be in this new place and things might appear to be better at first those issues are guess what? Still YOUR issues. Oh they might disappear for a little while, but sooner or later they will come back. I say all of that to say that even though at the moment I'm frustrated at the feeling that everyone close to me or that was once close to me has been feeding me one lie after another I should probably just stay put and face it head on. It might not be easy and there maybe be some hurt that comes with facing it head on, but at least it will make me stronger.

photo via fffound!

Happy Images

2009-08-12T11:06:00.000-07:00

My mind has been bogged down with life stuff lately so I figured I would look through my inspiration folder and look at happy images...

photos via ffffound!

Why do bad things happen to good people?

2009-08-08T15:03:00.000-07:00

Back in 2005 my 2nd cousin who was 11yrs old at the time was diagnosed with a brain tumor. He had been experiencing frequent headaches that were so severe they would cause him to feel nausea. After being diagnosed the whirlwind started of chemo therapy sessions, surgeries all in effort to remove the tumor. It was a heart breaking time for my family, especially my cousin, his Dad. We all immediately started praying that God would heal him, and God did.

He is now 15 yrs old and a couple of months ago he started experiencing “the headaches” again, and on one of his trips back to Houston they found out that another tumor had begun to form, but this time the growth rate was rapid. He is now living back at the Ronald McDonald House under going a research form of chemo therapy, he will find out on Thursday morning if it has been working, if the chemo has not worked then he will be put through a surgery that is so dangerous they do not promise he will come out of it alive.

I went to visit him this weekend, and I came back so humbled by his faith. He is fighting for his life and literally living life one day at a time and has such a great attitude about it all. His exact words were "This is just a little bump in the road, if God could die on the cross for us then I can go through this"... I know God allows things to happen for a reason, and all things will work together for his good, but I still can't help thinking... why do bad things happen to good people?

Just thinking out loud...

2009-08-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

Where to begin?? About six months ago my boyfriend and I broke up. I was heart broken even though it was kind of a mutual thing. At the time I really wanted to make things work although I knew deep inside they probably wouldn't. I was ready for a committed relationship... he wasn't. I loved him and by the end of it all I was devastated, heart broken, angry, etc...

Fast forward to now and I'm feelin' pretty good. I feel like I'm in a good spot. My heart is full of God's love and I feel like I am finally at a place where I can see myself moving on.

About a week ago I had dinner with my ex... we sometimes get together because we want to remain friends due to the fact that his sister and my brother are married. Complicated, I know. The dinner was nothing fancy, we went to our favorite fast food spot and our conversation started off casual, but I could tell he had something on his mind, so I asked him if everything was okay... he began to tell me he didn't know what he had until I was gone and that he was sorry for all the pain he caused me. I didn't know how to respond, partly because I was so tired from a busy week so we talked again on Sunday. He told me things like... he could see us working out. He could see me being his wife, and now he knows that committed relationships are nothing to be afraid of. I believe him I really do, but all of these things are things I would have loved to have heard SIX months ago. To be honest now my feelings have changed. I still love him, but it is a different kind of love. It's like that James Morrison song says you can't play on broken strings, you can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel, I can't tell you something that ain't real, oh the truth hurts and lies worse, but how can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before.

I would be lying if I told you that I don't sometimes wonder if we might still end up together. But as often as I think about that possibility I also think about the fact that if we are going to give "us" another go things have to be done differently on both of our parts, and if I'm really being honest he is going to have to do extra work now to prove himself not only to me, but to my family and friends. They were the ones who saw me at my worst. I don't ever want to feel that kind of pain again. I don't know what I would have done without having the hope and love of Jesus.

In the end I know I must ultimately trust in God. He knows what my future holds and he knows who I'm going to marry.

I just feel so close to God right now that I'm scared to lose that. I want to do things right this next time around. I want God's fingerprints to be all over my next relationship.

It's been a while...

2009-07-21T22:55:00.000-07:00

I have been so busy that I haven't kept up with my blog or read any of your blog posts for that matter. I'm so sorry. I have missed you all indeed.

Here are pictures of some of the shenanigans that I have been involved with since writing my last post....

Last Friday I was able to go into Mexico again during our 2nd week of outreaches... you may remember reading about my first trip.

Mmmm... what would you do for a FREE Chick-fil-A combo meal??? = )

Oh and how could I forget that I also welcomed home some good friends that have been serving in Africa for the past year!!! You can see some cool pictures and read about their adventures here.

On a random side note... if you get a chance listen to Carrie Underwoods song Lessons Learned off of her first album Some Hearts. I am listening to it as I write this post just thinking the lyrics are so true... at least they are for my life.

xoxo

Seasons

2009-07-08T21:29:00.000-07:00

There is a time for everything,

a season for every activity under heaven.

Ecclesiastes 3:1

I just got off of the phone with a girlfriend of mine from church. Our conversation started with your typical girl stuff, like talking clothes, skin complexion, and of course boys. Then we started talking about Jesus, and how right now we both feel hungry for more of him wanting just get so lost in him and his presence, because of how good it feels. At the end of our conversation I started thinking about the different seasons we go through in our christian walk. In my life it seems like there are times when there is no doubt that I still love God I just don't feel him as much as I would like, and I know that most of that is my fault by allowing distractions into my life or holding onto hurts that I should let go of... but then there are moments and seasons like the one I am in now where my thoughts are consumed with God and his grace, mercy, and most of all love. For me it feels as if I am falling in love for the first time. I think about Jesus constantly, I listen to music that reminds me of him... I just can't get enough. I'm so grateful for seasons like this, because I know they make me stronger and help me hold onto Jesus more during the not so good seasons of life.

Happy 4th of July!!

2009-07-04T22:02:00.001-07:00

My 4th of July was pretty low key... however I did manage to get out this evening and enjoy some food, fun, and good company with family and some new friends. The guys were popping some fire works so I thought tonight would be the night that I actually get in on the action and pop some as well... aside from my usual sparklers... haha. [My new friends live outside of the city limits so the popping fireworks was completely legal... just in case you were wondering] I decided on the "roman candle" you just light it up hold it in your hand and watch it pop gently into the air... simple enough I thought...

My first try I held it right in front of my face.... ummm not a good idea!

The second time around I got a little smarter and held it high... well as high as my short arms would let me reach! = )

Hope you all had some fun this holiday weekend. I'm totally interested in what you did, if you've written about it on your blog leave me a comment posting your link and I will be sure to check it out!

JESUS BE MY EVERYTHING

2009-06-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

There is something going on inside of me. I'm not talking physically, but spiritually. I may sound completely crazy, but I feel it so strongly. Everyday I hear God calling me to him. Everywhere I go I can't escape it. I feel as if he wants to do new things in my life, and use me in new ways, but I need to get closer to him first, and I want to be closer to him more than anything, but I just feel there are some giants in my life that I need to overcome and quite frankly I don't feel strong enough to conquer them. Please pray for me. I don't want this to sound like an emo post either though, because God has brought me a long ways than where I was even just four months ago. I just also know that he wants to take me further. I have been listening to Everything by Tim Hughes all day today. If you get a chance look it up and listen to it, and let the words sink in. I have made it my prayer, because I know that if I keep trying one day I will get to where God wants me to be and maybe even go a little further.

[photo via flickr]

shopbop.com

2009-06-25T14:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday while filming an announcement video for our church I became painfully aware of how badly my hair needs attention. So I ventured online on a quest to find some good hairstyles because I'm ready for something new, but in true Jennifer fashion I got sidetracked when I came across shopbop.com one of the cutest online stores that I've come across in a while. Of course all of their clothes are way out of my price range, but there is no harm in looking, right? Anyhow the clothes are so cute so you should totally check it out and if you can afford something well buy it!! Do it for those of us who can't... haha.

Here are some pics from the site... ENJOY!!!

The Glamourous Type

Frontier Spirit

Floral & Femine

World Traveler

(My personal favorite totally LOVE the Hippie Chic Head Band)

Missions Trip to Mexico!

2009-06-23T09:43:00.001-07:00

For the last year and a half I have had the privilege of being the Outreach Coordinator at Palm Valley Church. For over 15 years PVC has been hosting teams for one week at a time over the summer and taking them into Reynosa, Mexico to do songs, skits, and dramas in the local neighborhoods, and also partner with a local Mexican Church to host a Vacation Bible School. Usually we'll have anywhere from 200 - 300 American students that are here at a time, but this year with all of the news coverage on violence in Mexico, and then with the whole swine flu scare we were left with a total of 27 students that came last week during our first week of Mexico Outreaches 09. We still had an awesome time and to be honest I almost enjoyed the smaller group more just for the simple fact that by the end of the week I almost knew everyone by name, and that I was able to actually go into Mexico on Friday! I usually stay back preparing for our other outreach weeks, but this year since we are only doing two outreach weeks and the second one isn't until July 13 I had a free day to spare and I loved every minute of it!

Since it was the last day of the outreach we stopped at a soccer field and let the students play soccer with some of the local boys of the neighborhood

Below is one of our faithful evangelists sharing the hope of Jesus with some kids

Ladies and Gentleman this is what happens when a Pinata full of candy has erupted in MX... although I'm sure the same thing would happen here in the States as well!

Pardon the green bandana, but trust me after being outside for hours in 100 degree weather the last thing you're thinking of is fashion!

This happens every year... kids chasing the bus as we are leaving.

If you ever have a chance to go on a Missions Trip I encourage you to GO! Your life will be changed. There's something to be said about stepping out of your comfort zone and taking a look at the world through someone else's eyes.

Love Happens

2009-06-22T19:21:00.000-07:00

Tonight while watching The Proposal (which by the way did not disappoint) this movie trailer caught my attention. I love Jennifer Aniston, even though she does seem to sport the same look in every movie she makes... I say she's beautiful and she can get away with it! Oh not to mention I am a huge fan of the Goo Goo Dolls song playing in the background!

I love you, DAD!

2009-06-21T16:09:00.000-07:00

I am so blessed to have THE BEST DAD EVER! I have learned so much from him. As I was thinking about what exactly to write about my Dad, I realized the most important thing he ever taught me aside from loving Jesus with my whole heart, is the ability to say two words that aren't easy for most people to say... I'm Sorry. My Dad is not a violent person, but there were moments where I admit I would take advantage of his patience causing my poor dad to loose his temper. I will never forget though how quick he was to come knocking on my door giving me a huge hug saying he was sorry, although at the time I often sat with my arms crossed being a brat, I realize now that I really appreciated my Dad showing me how not to be afraid to admit when I'm wrong. Those two words are never easy to say for anyone and I might be wrong in saying this, but it seems like more often that not its harder for a man to say those words.

I love you, DAD. Thanks for being a great example of what a christian man should be... Happy Father's Day!

2009-06-08T17:58:00.000-07:00

I totally meant to write about my weekend a lot earlier, but the combination of a busy day and internet messing up kinda of got in the way of things...

I enjoyed a wonderful weekend that included shopping, craft making, a happy go lucky girls night where I watched He's Just Not That Into You for the 3rd time... LOVE IT, singing at church (getting there on time might I add), and finishing strong with a family dinner!

This is the cute little head band I made! (Thanks Cierra for teaching me how)

These are just two of the great items I found while shopping at FOREVER 21... LOVE the shoes!!!!

Have a great week everyone, but just in case you find yourself feeling overwhelmed and stressed remember... "you can do everything with the help of Christ who gives you the strength you need" (Philippians 4:13)

TAKE TIME TO STOP AND SMELL THE ROSES

2009-06-02T23:34:00.000-07:00

Sometimes one must stop and smell the roses... even if life doesn't seem as it should be.

Every now and then I will get in this calm nostalgic mood... tonight happens to be one of those nights for me. (I have to say the more I write in this here blog I realize what an emotional person I am... hmmm not real sure if that is good or bad.) I am listening to Kisses and Cake off of the P.S. I Love You movie soundtrack, isn't that one of the most amazing song titles ever!?

As I sit here and listen to all the whimsical sounds of each instrument I can't help but to think of the things I love and the great people I have in my life... from family (the only constant in my life) to friends of old and new.

I am so grateful for the most wonderful parents a girl could have.

I love all the silly moments I get to share with my sisters.

To all of my friends (including the ones not in these pictures) who have become my extended family.... thanks for being there when I needed you the most.

Nothing a little Ella and Louis can't fix...

2009-06-01T18:39:00.000-07:00

I am a little irritated right now, but instead of dwelling on what is irritating me. I am choosing to let it go...

After I finish writing this I'm going to keep enjoying the nice weather outside (I am sitting on my back patio swing) and listen to the pleasant sounds of Ella Fitzgerald & Louis Armstrong!

Laughter does a body good...

2009-05-31T10:04:00.000-07:00

I haven't laughed as hard as I did today in a while... I'm on staff and also a member of the worship team at Palm Valley Church in Mission, TX. Sundays for me are usually spent in church from 7:30AM to about 1:00PM. At least I'm supposed to be there at 7:30AM, and I usually am except for this morning when I almost freaked out... no take that back I did FREAK OUT when I woke up from my deep sleep hearing my cell phone ring at 7:40AM!!!! It was my sister-in-law, who also works at the church, ever so sweetly asking me where I was and if I was on my way... AHHHH talk about feeling like you've lost your mind... seriously people waking up 10 min after the time you're supposed to be somewhere is like the worst feeling in the world. If this has happened to you then you know what I am talking about, if you haven't experienced it then I pray you never have to, because it is NOT a good feeling... I ended up getting ready in record time and got to the church by 8:10AM (thank the Lord I live 5 min away) just in time to rehearse the last song with the team. For those wondering how I got ready so fast... I always get my clothes ready the night before, because me not being a morning person I unfortunately know that oversleeping is a huge possibility for me...

The story however doesn't end there... let me just list out the things that happened this morning after getting there late and having to endure the ridicule of everyone on the team:

1)I walked out on stage too early and had to go back after everyone had seen my mistake...

2)So we all started laughing, but yours truly kept laughing even through the first song of our worship set...

3)Then my good friend, Leo, with whom I was singing with messed up and made the funniest expression after, which pushed me over the edge, and I literally wheezed into the microphone from trying to stop laughing while singing...

4)The laughing continued backstage after Leo and I were told that we started singing too early on the first song and we thought we were right on time... hahahaha!

This may have been a you "had to be there" thing to think what I have just written is funny, but I am telling you I haven't laughed that hard in a long time (my cheeks were seriously hurting) so for that I say THANK YOU JESUS! Not to mention the sermon today was pretty amazing, if you are looking for a good talk on family check it out here...

Have a GREAT WEEK!!!

2009-05-27T14:50:00.000-07:00

WOW. WOW. WOW. This day has been an amazing day! I feel so encouraged right now. I had a meeting at work that encouraged me. I got an e-mail from a friend that encouraged me. Jesus is making himself known to me in very real and personal ways and I just find that AMAZING.

Fun in the Sun!

2009-05-26T16:29:00.000-07:00

For my wonderful long 3 day weekend, I was able to sneak away to South Padre Island with some friends and had a wonderful time relaxing in the sun!

Good morning Sun!

We saw a wedding at the beach on Saturday... so sweet!

I took a quick pic before dinner!

My friend John and I decided to get on the Bungee Rocket...

I was nervously laughing as the guy explained that no one had died that week... he was kidding of course!

I am thankful for my relaxing weekend away!

Happy Tuesday!

If the SON sets you free... you are free indeed!

2009-05-22T11:12:00.000-07:00

I wanted to share with you In Your Freedom by Mary Sampson of Hillsong Church, it's a song that has been one of my favorites since the moment I first heard it. I find the lyrics so personal and easy to relate to... I have been listening to it all day just thinking about the freedom we have in Christ. (Read John 8:31 - 36)

I originally thought I would share the lines of the song that meant the most to me, but I really like the entire song so I am just going to post all of the lyrics as well as the video.

Enjoy and have a happy LONG weekend!

***Side Note: Just in case you haven't noticed by now I like music and pretty pictures!***

I search for You God of strength

I bow to You in my brokenness

And no other King could have so humbly come

To save my soul and heal my heart

I have nothing more than all You offer me

There is nothing else that’s of worth to me

And I love You Lord

You rescued me

You are all that I want

You’re all that I need

I pray to You God of peace

I rest in You my cares released

I have nothing more than all You offer me

There is nothing else that’s of worth to me

And I love You Lord

You rescued me

You are all that I want

You’re all that I need

In Your freedom I will live

I offer devotion, I offer devotion

"Come and talk with me"

2009-05-20T21:36:00.000-07:00

My heart has heard you say, "Come and talk with me." And my heart responds, "LORD I am coming."
Psalm 27:8

Lately I have been so focused on everything I DON'T have, that I have neglected to remember the good things in my life. Like the simple yet powerful fact that GOD loves me.

This week has been a difficult week for me emotionally speaking. I've been feeling blue and my nights have been filled with tears, because as a single girl I often allow myself to get so wrapped up in the idea that there seems to be NO MAN in this world for me. (I hate admitting this new yet very real struggle for me.)

But when I read the above verse it's as if I feel God saying to me,"Let's talk and spend time together." Just the thing I would want a guy to say to me, God IS saying to me. He is reminding me that when I feel alone I am not. When I feel unloved I am loved by him. He is preparing my heart to be ready for the right man to come into my life, but for now I need to keep getting to know HIM, and trust that he holds my life in his hands.
I read this quote once that says, "A woman's heart should be so lost in God, that a man must seek him to find her." You know, it isn't my job to worry about finding someone... it is my job to trust that God is in control. He knows the desires of my heart. I just need to do what Psalm 27:14 says, and that is Wait patiently for the LORD. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the LORD.

I want to share this song by Tenth Avenue North with you. It has spoken volumes to me about how much God loves his children. If you are feeling blue be reminded of how much God loves you. He thinks of you everyday so don't believe the lie that he has forgotten about you.

YESSSSSS!!!!

2009-05-19T08:07:00.000-07:00

Thank you, Lulu, for sending me this!!!!

And if you are as obsessed with this book series as I am you will be interested to know US Magazine is reporting that the cast will be presenting the first clip of New Moon at the MTV Movie Awards at the end of this month!

(Photo via usmagazine.com)

Happy Monday

2009-05-18T10:48:00.000-07:00

Roses are classic, timeless, and absolutely beautiful. They have the power to brighten up even the worst of days. Fire and Ice roses happen to be my favorite and according to this website they symbolize the ultimate when dealing in romance and courtship. The other meaning of fire and ice roses are love, concern and passion. I guess that explains why I like this particular rose so much, because as you might recall from reading this post I LOVE love... and now you know I also LOVE roses!

Happy Monday!

(Photos via FFFFOUND!)

2009-05-15T12:48:00.000-07:00

Ahhh! Today I feel as if I am the epitome of an emotional woman... ugh!

Last night I had the WORST night!! Only getting a couple hours of sleep, because as soon as my head hit the pillow I started thinking about how unhappy I was with my life. Which made me start sobbing uncontrollably, and that of course led me to start complaining to God... as if my unhappiness is somehow his fault. Anyhow, I fell asleep that way so waking up this morning was not an easy task. I think I grunted and moaned the entire walk to the shower!

Needless to say today has been an "emo" sort of day for sure, but I do thank God for his faithfulness to me. I thank him that even in my most childish moments he still loves me and stays with me making sure I don't forget that fact!

So... now I think I'll take a nap because I am EXHAUSTED and try to enjoy my weekend!! I hope that you'll do the same... enjoy your weekend that is!!

(Photo via flickr)

If I had a house...

2009-05-14T14:34:00.000-07:00

Currently I am still living with the parentals... not really thrilled about this, but it's working right now due to the fact that I am single and well not really bringing home a lot of cash, however I am keeping the faith that one day I will have a place of my own to decorate and have fun with!

Until then I will keep dreaming about what I want my house to look like and keep adding photos of kitchens, living area's, bedrooms, etc... to my inspiration folder!

Here are a few for you to enjoy...

Let's go shopping!

2009-05-13T12:52:00.000-07:00

It seems like every time I get in the mood to shop, my bank account is always lacking the extra funds, therefore forcing me to do the next best thing... "window shop" online.

Here are some really cute floral dresses and shoes I found that have been added to my wish list!

Forever 21 Spring Woven Halter Dress

Charlotte Russe Watercolor Floral Dress

Charlotte Russe Crinkle T-Strap Platforms

Jessica Simpson Delanco Shoe

Charlotte Russe Patent T-Strap Mary Janes

Forever 21 Zaar Reptile Cage Pumps

I love LOVE...

2009-05-11T10:26:00.000-07:00

I have been in some sort of love mood lately, so my itunes has been playing a lot of different love songs, which could potentially be the reason I have been noticing more people all around me that are in love... helping me realize how much I really do "love LOVE"...

("I love LOVE" is a phrase my friend, Lulu, is always quoting and it's a quote that upon first hearing I immediately could identify with)

Anyone who know me knows that I have had my heart broken recently, but I honestly feel that everyday God is restoring my broken heart making it nearly impossible not to love LOVE!

Listening to these songs and seeing all of these couples in love is somehow strengthening my faith in knowing that there is someone out there who is willing to pursue and love me unconditionally... were just not ready for each other right now!

I am attaching a cute youtube video of Lenka's song Don't Let Me Fall. It's not the official music video and you might find some of images cheesy, but the song has adorable lyrics that I hope will put a lot of LOVE in your heart today!

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T10:04:00.000-07:00

To my beautiful Mother-

I don't tell you or show you enough, but you are appreciated and loved not only today, but everyday!

Love,

Jennifer

Salute to Girlfriends

2009-05-07T21:05:00.000-07:00

Friendship Quotes

I am so thankful that God has blessed me with wonderful friends that I can be real with, there is nothing that thrills me more than sharing special moments with my girls...

Today I had the privilege of having lunch with two of them at a local Tea Room. We chatted about everything new and old that was going on in our lives, I loved it! I especially love the fact that they humored me by taking pictures for this blog, thanks girls!

I love a place where you can shop without having to leave your table!

Enjoy!

2009-05-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

Photos by 2photo.ru via ffffound.com

Hello Blogging World...

2009-05-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

I feel this first post should be an explanation as to why I am starting this blog. I was introduced to this WONDERFUL world of blogging a little over a month ago by my amazing and talented sis-in-law (who you can find here) and I must say from looking at blogs like ...love Maegan and her Completely Gratuitous Outfit Posts to reading the genuine posts from Ashley at Turquoise Ribbons, and so many many more... I have never felt so inspired.

It did make me stop and think though, I am reading about all of these different people and I feel like I almost know them, I even leave comments... it's only fair that I take that same risk that they have and share a piece of myself no matter how uninteresting I think my life is.

With all of that said... I say to you I don't think I am this amazing girl that has all the answers... I'm just a girl who is on the same journey of life as you and maybe together we can inspire each other to in turn inspire the world!

Cheers,
Jenn